am waiting for the carnival night(:

2010-06-19T18:59:00.001+08:00

phooey,i didnt realise tht i've nt been updating my blog for one mth!

amazing~

hv been rather busy so i dnt hv much time to update it.gomen ne!!

gonna make sum serious modification soon for this blog!!

such a beautiful day!!^^

2010-05-07T11:46:00.003+08:00

gosh,i cnt believe tht i've posted 3 entries in less than...5hrs?tht's because i'm bored.

listening to shonen beach FM while doing yr work simply brightens my day up(:
feeling extra bright(:

god,i feel like as if i had drugs,lol~

i feel so pooped!!!!!!why must we go for the stupid UT dry run?grrrrrrr~

okay must stop ranting!
aiba's CM looks cool bt the product tht he's promoting looks rather stupid,haha

ureshiii~~~~!

2010-05-07T10:02:00.003+08:00

okay i'm back!!seems tht time is passing by rather fast,ne~

so far so gd,i'm in rather gd mood^^

and yes,stiil distracted by his presence.cos for evry single day,frm where i'm sitting,i can get a clear and gd view of him.

for nw..WOOOOOT!!!!!

i love my life currently(:

pls,i hope tht i dnt see her today.COS THN SHE WILL RUIN MY FUCKING DAY!!!!!!!!!!11

ja~

p.s.fuck,my pants is damn baggy.GAAH i hop it wnt drop off):

fuck her!

2010-05-07T07:52:00.002+08:00

i saw HER in the bus and she deliberately ignored me yesterday.she practically ran aftr the bus reachd the interchange.wtf?

you thnk i didnt realise tht u were covering ur face whn u saw me in the bus???wtf?!?!?!?!?!?!!!!

i was frigging pissed off all of a sudden cos she didnt evn apologize for being such a dickhead.

and because of her,i was in a terrible mood for the whole day.dammit.

today's UT dry run and for a change,i'm wearing HEELS.the tallest and most comfortable out of them all.

and i bring extra shoes,just in case(:

idk bt i feel like dressing up today...

nw it's just 7.55am in the morning..it's math module,GAAH.

bt whtevr it is,i'm gonna try my best to be cheery today(:
hv to get flowers aftr sch and thn go straight back hm and enjoy LIFE.

idk whther it's possible to complete scrapbooking in just one night.PROCRASTINATION!

so...sweet toodles and i might add somethng later~

p.s.love struck?i dnt thnk so.i guess it's just a normal healthy crush,LOL^^

random rantings and babblings and fucking crapping.

2010-05-06T13:10:00.004+08:00

yo~

i'm so fucking boredddddd.

am i going fucking mental????it's rather distracting siaaaaaa.idk wht's wrong wif me.

again,blame the hormones!!!!!lol

i've been listening to dir en grey for the whole freaking day.

kyo looks kinda old.Die looks kinda cool.

since whn do i like this kind of guys?haha

i am supposed to study for tmr's test actually bt i dnt hv the mood.i'm just simply slacking right nw.

brain dead,i supposed.i drank 2 redbull in less thn 2 mins!feel like puking.

the sudden sugar rush is nw over.so i'm back to my "oyasumi" mood-_-

hence,this explains the reason on why i'm fucking crapppping nw.

sigh,someone,pls entertain me b4 i rot right at this moment.

p.s.the song nxt to me is freakingly..........annoying.

2010-05-06T08:05:00.003+08:00

tmr's my UT dry run bt i stil hv to study for it.DAMMIT i'm so pooped cos i've nt been sleeping in the bus(it's packed so i cnt find seats-_-)

yawn.anyways,short PV ver of Monster is out!!!HURRAH!

it's similar to believe and truth,LOL.

they shud hv create a unique PV since the theme is,well,on MONSTERS.

but i seriously love the background and the way they focused on Riida during his first solo(and conveniently ignored the whole stupid effing zombie dance.yay!!!)

you knw,some ppl must wear decent clothes to sch and nt wear like as if she's going for the runaway.

LOL.

his hair..is it simply fugly or it is kinda hot?idk,i cnt decide.

sho,pls dnt evr experiment diff haircuts again.

ok,it's night.

2010-05-02T02:37:00.004+08:00

weell,nw it's 2.37am bt i cnt sleep.
cos it's frigging hot.am planning to complete my excel hw.
yestrday me forgot to log out frm the sch system b4 downloadng songs.fuck.
hope nothng's gonna happen.
*prays*

happy bday,ne-chan!!!!you're 24 nw!sorry for getting u a stupid present,haha:)

i'm stil having the flu,so it's rather annoying.grrrr.
i dnt hv to stay back for anythng nxt wk,THANK GOD!!!!!!!excpt tht i hv to rmbr to go to causeway to get flowers for mothers'day...thought of gettin thm frm raffles bt it's too far~~~

just nw i dropped by hmv and finally saw troublemaker!
i seriously hv to get tht soon.and my girl too.

dad got 'the frighteners' dvd..wooot~
i've nt watchd tht for nearly a decade so it's no surprise tht i dnt exactly rmbr the storyline.
it used to be my fav movie,bt whn i watchd it just nw,it seems just like a normal corny "ghost" story.
was the lead actress frm 'before sunrise'?idk~

i'm nt exactly in the sharing mood for the past few days,gomen ne.i'm too...LAZY and tired.
hot weather's gettin me annoyed nowadays too.

so...toodles(:

p.s.i'm searching for tht bus wif jun on it.WHERE IS IT.

hilarious~!

2010-04-30T08:13:00.004+08:00

jun lost in HnA's Mannequin Five yesterday so he had to pose in gay poses(with pink and background and flowers,wht cn be more gay thn tht???)

so his pics wil be on the "lorry"(fuck,i forgot wht's the name of this vehicle,dammit) tht is used for PR.gosh.

bt whtevr it is,whoevr gets to see this is so luckeeeee~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so ADORABLE~!

i've nt been updating my blog and diary recently,gomen ne.bt..it's just that i'm too tired PHYSICALLY and MENTALLY.gaaaaaah.

jun,i wonder why u cnt hv the same hairstyle tht u had back in 2006/2007..

yume

2010-04-29T08:11:00.002+08:00

i reali wanna rmbr yesterday's dream...BT I CNT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm so pissed.it's so niice):
i'm stil having the sore throat...gaah.bt the runny nose is stil the most annoying,SUCKS.

today's science module.i'm predicting....a C.the usual grade.oh well.

2010-04-26T12:21:00.002+08:00

most of the time,i dnt really understand why are they laughing.is is funny?

sum ppl hv weird definitions of HUMOUR.

and i hate these kind of fucking ppl cos their brains are damn fucked up.grrr.

2010-04-26T09:41:00.002+08:00

am still effing sick.groan.why am i here in sch instead of staying at hm,idk.
idk hw am i supposed to do my presentation whn i cnt evn talk properly.gaaah.

my throat stil hurts like fuck):how?

class is boring.although it's back to noisy(thnx to sum ppl),it's still DULL.
tmr hv to stayback til 6.30pm.fml lah.

wish me luck for today.ganbatte~

2010-04-25T00:28:00.004+08:00

gosh.the 5x10 t-shirt(if short sleeves) is MUCH MUCH MORE NICER thn mine.
mine is the 3/4 sleeves.DAMMIT.

tht's why i hate to visit those webs tht sell Arashi merchandise online.cos i'm always TEMPTED to get something.
yeah i knw tht i cn just ignore those webs.
bt...i kinda feel curious:p

watched kaiji juz nw...okay larr,nt tht FANTASTIC.average,i guess.
i hate the whole underground part.it's so...urgh.i'll go crazy if i'm stuck in the underground.

i hope tht my voice will return back to normal by monday.today's dishes were kinda oily so i was kinda worried.
cos oily food wnt make yr throat feel any better.

arashi ni shiyagare seems fun.cnt wait to watch it subbed~i just hope tht they wnt make any LAME jokes.
i wonder wht's the rating for the first ep....hmm.

there's nothng to look forward for nxt wk..since my workshop was postponed to nxt tues.gaah.

somehw,i hv the feeling tht somethng interesting(and gd)'s gonna happen soon.
i hope tht i'm right(:

nothng much to do today excpt STUDY.gosh,i didnt realise tht i've forgotten almost 80% of wht i studied back in sec sch.GAAAH.

2010-04-23T23:58:00.001+08:00

today's a fucking terrible day.i'm sick and ppl are pissing me off.
whn i msg someone,I EXPECT A REPLY.
whn i talk,I EXPECT A RESPONSE.
fuck u guys,is today a neglect-marissa day?it's fucking annoying.
fucking humans.

2010-04-23T09:48:00.002+08:00

SICK.am so nt gonna go for workshop today.going on nxt tues instead.

i've nt been updating much here cos am too lazy.bt i do update my diary evryday(:

sleepy~~ate too much medicine yestrday.

ja ne~!one more day to ARASHI NI SHIYAGARE!

2010-04-22T12:46:00.001+08:00

i hate weds and thurs.fuckkkk.

and finally received my dvd yesterday.
YES.

2010-04-20T08:40:00.003+08:00

let today be a fast day.PLS.

communications today.dammit.such a stupid module.

Mr.V is single.lol.

i chngd my mind.i love communications(:
cos i'm good in it^^

2010-04-19T23:57:00.002+08:00

stop being a fucking knw-it-all and shu the fuck up,will you?
grrr.

today is a rather..fast day.i did more work as compared to the othr days.
thn the stupid comp(nt mine) betrayed us.and we had to redo sum parts again.
i'm so sick of this module.

kaibutsu-kun's rating is 17.5%.
*gasp*
i thnk it's because it's fujio f.fujiko's work.
ohno being in it probably didnt help much in the rating(SORRY,riida).

i feel like dressing up tmr,idk why.i feel so under-dressed at times.

i no longer like the guy.because i was looking at his face just nw and suddenly he reminded me of V.
lol.

2010-04-18T01:29:00.002+08:00

hmm.

i rmberd watching Bouquet o Narae(the show was back in 2002)with 20-yr-old sho in it.he said tht he dnt like girls who wear sexily.he did show an example of a woman who wear sexily bt to me,i find it rather normal.in fact,tht's wht nerdy ladies often wear.

8 yrs later,in anan mag,he said tht he LOVES girls in mini skirts.he find it SEXY.

sho-kun,this is proof tht u hv grown into a MAN(:

sho fans,start wearing yr mini skirts!!!

2010-04-18T00:36:00.003+08:00

I"M GONNA RECEIVE MY FUCKING 5x10 DVD THIS WEDNESDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm so effing ELATED^^

thought of getting it on mon bt i dnt hv enough time to get it(lessons end at 3.30..GAAH).
bt it's okay~~!!!!!

HAPPPPPPY!

today's the performance for Monster!!!
hmm.
i was like 'wtf?!?!' whn jun did tht thing on the floor.
and whn they did tht 'zombie' thingy,i was laughing like hell.
cnt believe i'm saying this,bt aiba looks great wif tht hairstyle.he looks adorable,actually~
nino...wht the hell is wrong with yr hair?
riida looked really tensed during his solo,haha~

i guess the performance is...okay larr.the whole zombie thingy is a letdown,i guess.

gosh,i love weekends.sch has made me feel so suicidal,haha~

PLS LET TIME PASS BY FASTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!COS I CNT WAIT FOR WEDDDDD~~

2010-04-16T10:03:00.002+08:00

am fucking tired.why must ur voice be so fucking annoying??grrrrrrr~~~~~~~~~~~~

kazunari ninomiya is dame arashi^^

++++

i've just finished watching the LAST EP FOR tokujou kabachi!!!!!!i'm so excited~!
sho is sooooooo cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!kyaaaa~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sho,aishiteru^^

the first day.

2010-04-15T12:25:00.002+08:00

yawn.today's officially my first day in sch^^
thnk god for free wireless.i cn nw surf the net freely!!
bt work's getting tougher):cos we r nw learning abt blood types and i dnt evn take bio!!faggot.

i'm nw having a crush(:there's this guy tht reminds me of alvin,LOL.
bt i thnk tht he has a gf.haha.

the classroom is damn cold.brrrr~

my wish is to be friends wif HIM(:

Monster performance this saturday.I CNT FUCKING WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and they r wearing PURPLE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

wooooot.

2010-04-13T02:09:00.007+08:00

sho.yr hair.wht happend.

riida,WTH???haha~

satoshi-san~^^~

gonna miss this.

2010-04-13T01:22:00.005+08:00

today marks the end of my 5-mth holiday):

cos i found out tht i do hv to go to sch for orientation.

i hope tht they wnt scold or embarrass me or sumthng.

and i hope the day wil turn out to be fine.

since today is my last day,i suddenly discovered a lot of recent arashi-related stuff.
it's like as if they knw i'm feeling dwn.LOL.

short ver of Monster is out.
I LOVE THE SONG.and i love sho's and ohno's solo.
bt i find the 'monster' part weird.

THE PV WIL BE GREAT.I"M SURE OF THT.
cnt wait for the longer ver to be out soon.gotta listen frm nino's baystorm^^

sum1 translated riida's 'the sunday next':

They asked Oh-chan to chose the
things he is interested in and the things he’s not interested in.
Interested
in:
-Music
-Politics
-Gourmet
-Travelling
-Blood types
-Sports
-Ecology
-Avatar
-Twitter*
-Shopping by mail
order
-Vehicles
*The man asked if
Oh-chan had Twitter and Ohno said he didn’t actually know what Twitter meant. He
thought it was a game or something so he just wrote it down (WTH??). He also
said he doesn’t use computers.

Not interested in:
-Marriage
-Fortune telling
-Pets
-TV Ratings
-Money
-Money management
-Cosplay
-Clothes
-Sakamoto Ryoma

so i researchd on sakamoto ryoma..

Ryōma was born in Kōchi, of Tosa han (present day Kōchi Prefecture, Shikoku). By the Japanese calendar, this was the 6th year of Tenpō. His family in previous generations had acquired enough wealth as sake brewers to purchase the rank of merchant samurai, which was the lowest rank in the samurai social hierarchy. After he was bullied at school, his older sister enrolled him in fencing school. By the time he reached adulthood he was a master swordsman. In 1853, he was in Edo as a disciple of Chiba Sadakichi, a master swordsman of the Hokushin Ittō-ryū style of fencing when Commodore Perry of the United States arrived with a fleet of ships to force Japan out of its centuries-old national isolation policy. Ryōma was drawn to patriotic elements within the samurai-class who supported the Sonnō jōi (‘revere the Emperor and expel the barbarians’) political philosophy. He was recruited into an anti-Tokugawa, pro-Emperor party within the Tosa domain by Takechi Hanpeita, but was forced to flee into exile as a ronin when their plot to seize control of the domain was revealed.

Ryōma was a visionary who envisioned a Japan without any feudal trappings. He read about and was inspired by the example of the United States where "all men are created equal." He realized that in order to compete with an industrially and technologically advanced outside world, the Japanese people must modernize to avoid being colonized or carved up into "spheres of influence" like China. He was also seen as an interesting anomaly in his preference for traditional samurai dress, while favoring western footwear.

why aren't u interested in him?

and satoshi-san...
PLS GET MARRIED!!!!!!!!!!!sum1 as great as you must get married.i cnt imagine you being alone for the rest of your entire life):

nxt,i just watchd 5x10 dome digest.juntoshi,i really love you guys.

(wanted to post pics bt it's too slow.DAMMIT.)
riida,stop looking at jun's nipples:D

oh,and finally.
sho cut his hair.
no comment.

it's coming to an end..

2010-04-12T02:04:00.002+08:00

goodbye,my easy life.
the sleepless nights and the 24/7 fangirling will end soon.
3 more days to sch.sighh.

i finally finished up Honey and Clover.
i only like sho's (or takemoto^^) parts.othr thn tht...naah.

whn sch reopens,i'm gonna finish up watchng G no arashi(and the rest of arashi's old shows).
cos my comp cn dl thngs faster as compared to my sis's comp.

arashi wil stil be in my mind 24/7,evn though i'll be busy wif sch wrk.

and i hope tht i'm lucky enough to find friends who are hardcore arashi fans.
hehe.

i cnt wait to listen to 'Monster' later^^

smiles

2010-04-11T03:59:00.006+08:00

i finally watchd Honey and Clover(the movie,nt the drama.)yesterday.

sigh.i dnt reali care abt the storyline(cos to me,ao no honoo is stil the best)bt sho-kun...sigh.

who wud evr want to reject him?looking at his face expressions whn he saw hw she lookd at the othr guy...*smiles*

gomen ne,jun.i'm taking a break frm you nw.idk why bt i'm nw so sho-biased.

btw i'm nw used to aozora pedal aftr watchng the concert.rewatchd the pv again and..

ah.sho-kun rejecting her.his smile slowly turning into a small frown,he apologized to her.

IT TAKES LOTS OF GUTS TO CONFESS TO SAKURAI SHO,you knw!!!!!!

his hair was slightly weird(it's aftr kiiroi namida-THANK GOD HE GOT RID OF THT STUBBLE).and he has a double chin.WHY?

i'm so glad tht he looks much slimmer(and has tht cool muscles)nw^^

just read the translations for Popolo may2010-Arashi's life drama.

i'm rather interested in scanlations nowadays(making an effort to knw more abt thm).

i find riida's part very sweet.

[I'll immediately my feelings to
the person I like]
When I was in grade school, more or
less, I am the type who fall in love. Because ever since I was a kid, I clearly
say that I like a person when I fall in love. I never thought it as
embarrassing. Because I thought that it's a good thing if the person I like came
to like me as well. If I fall in love, I'll say "I like you". Because there were
no cellphones before, you have to confess yourself. There was one time when I
confess through a pager. I didn't waver with few words but, at that time, I only
thought of confessing (laughs). But during those times, I have no idea about the
meaning of datingsomeone, so anyhow, I only thought of expressing my feelings,
and then later on, we could meet and talk somewhere. That was really
nerve-wrecking, but with just that, it was fun already.I may be the type who is
earnest once I fall in love. There was a time when I confessed to someone who in
turn love another person, and I kept thinking about her for two years. Since I'm
completely not on a love mode right now, I think it's great that I was able to
think of one person wholeheartedly.I guess my tendency to fall in love with a
girl doesn't change. A kind, non-feminine person is fine. Because I like people
who does things with resolution, I like a girl who thinks that she's not
feminine so she can't relate to love . Being normal is fine with me. But, when I
thought that "I won't get along with this person", I end up being
acquainted with her/him, so I really have no idea how human relations
work.

[My ideal meeting is that of Romeo
and Juliet]
In the past, I thought of getting
married once I found a person to love. Because I want to be with her, and
equalized that notion with marriage , so I guess it would be rude to her if I
won't think of marrying her. That's why when I was in my teens, I planned to
marry at 26 (laughs). That time, I saw 26 as very adult-like, and that I would
already have a child at age 30, because I thought of becoming a father by that
time. But, I'll be 30 this year, so I didn't think to that extent as I mature,
and my desire for marriage was also gone.I think my principle doesn't change
even now. I think that once that I'm predisposed to love, it won't change
naturally. I don't think expressing affection is embarrassing, so I guess I can
do that part properly. But, I'm not assertive when it comes to meeting her
(laughs). I have work. Even if I'm busy, I am having fun. I draw, I go fishing.
Right now, it's enough for me that I have a fish as my lover (laughs). And then,
it would be great if I meet her suddenly by chance, like "Romeo and Juliet". But
I like being alone, even if I have a girlfriend, it's impossible for us to be
together all the time. It would kill me if I won't have my own time. That's why,
someday, it's nice if I would be able to meet someone, but if I don't, then,
it's just fine as well (laughs). Leaving it that way right now is what I
honestly feel. But, I wish to have children in the future. More than wanting to
have a child, I want to try having one. I would think "How would my child look
like?". Because I like kids, I think I would give my all once I have one. We'll
draw together, play together, and I'll even take him/her to fish
(laughs).

i really hope tht u'll get married soon,oh-chan^^fuck those previous scandals.we knw u r a nice guy(:

"I found
out
I'm
not the one you are looking for
I'm
not the one you wait for"

(james wendt-So
Much More To Say)

reali suits sho's situation in the movie(:

cos i simply cnt resist it.

2010-04-10T02:41:00.006+08:00

i went to Kino and instantly i knw,I HAD TO GET IT. my own copy of Wink Up may2010(:somethng tht i wnt regret buying cos sho looks MARVELLOUS.and jun looks,well,PERFECT.

luv the poster^^i pasted it on my notice board(i folded it so i cn only see sho's-and sum of riida's-pics)

my sis bought this mag cos she thought tht she could get tht big bag.

bt the bag we got was DAMN SMALL lah!it cn only fit sum make-up.wth.

she regrettd buying it bt she still flipped the pages,and tht's whn i saw:

a perfect coincidence(:bt jun's lips were too dry,i wonder why~

tht pose on the left page works miracle on him^^

domyouji style!

i wore my 5x10 tee juz nw since i'm stil in the 5x10 mood,haha~

it's too valuable,so i guess i wnt be wearin it anymore unless i attend sum arashi-related gatherings or whtevr.

i thnk there's somethng tht's going on in arashinino's vox.i hope tht it wnt affect anythng cos her vox is the most reliable source for latest arashi updates):

and LJ is playing tricks on me.damn screwed up.i cnt evn visit arashi_on.

GAAAH.

i wonder why.

2010-04-09T04:25:00.003+08:00

woke up earlier thn usual(to me,11am is considered EARLY cos i slept at 6am.again,thnx to 5x10concert.boo hoo.)
in the afternoon,met my sis and went to PS to get food for my terrapins.it's too small and i dnt thnk tht they evn knw tht tht's food.wth.

i was karaoke-ing and i suddenly fell asleep(i had to run around plaza just to get the freaking banana fritters.and it's such a HOT DAY.)

and nw...i feel like eating curry rice.gaah.
Eating Prawn Aglio Olio frm Pizza Hut isnt exactly satisfying cos it's DISGUSTING.i dnt care whethr i spent hw much on it b i still wnt eat it cos it's damn dry and tasteless.

finally i changed my blogskin!!yeah!!!!
i just had to use tht pic^^

p.si dnt really miss the gatherings.

the first time i actually enjoyed aiba's performance.

2010-04-07T23:28:00.002+08:00

i spent 3 nights rewatchng 5x10 concert.and i'm stil nt bored wif it.

cos it's magnificent.superb.SUBARASHII.

i almost cried during 'everything' and dekiru dake and attack it.

and aiba's solo for pikanchi is surprisingly GREAT.

allergy and A.RA.SHI performances are HILARIOUS.
and i kept rewatchng nino's intro for Typhoon Generation.

WHN CN I GET MY OWN COPY????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

i hope tht i'll receive it by the beginning of may(:

ARASHI,it may sound corny bt i'll just hv to say this:

"You are my sunshine and you are my SOUL,SOUL."

i'll always love you guys.

one of the most happiest day in 2010^^

2010-04-06T01:30:00.002+08:00

found out tht new single wil be out on the 19th of May.

and thn..

someone has already released THE WHOLE 5x10 concert online.

whoever this Kyolo is,I LOVE YOU.seriously.

2010-04-05T03:19:00.002+08:00

today's a gd/bad day~

short clips frm 5x10 dvd hs been released!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
i'm so damn excited!!!!!i dnt thnk i'll receive my dvd soon,so for nw,once it's released,i'll check it out on YT cos i'm sure tht someone will upload it^^

the opening obviously makes everyone excited to the max,especially whn they showed the members' faces one by one...i was hyperventilating whn sakumoto's faces appeared((:

I CAN'T WAIT FOR IT~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i had an aftrnoon nap and dreamt tht sho was my brother(i assume tht he's my bro) (:
apparently i "hooked up" wif sum guy and i wasnt happy cos tht guy suggested 3p.
so i was kinda depressed and sho kept looking at me with full of concern(AND THT'S THE PART WHER I CNT FORGET)..COS HE LOOKS DAMN HOT!!!!!

haha i'm crazy.

and nw i feel like watchng Tokyo Tower cos Jun was effing sexy in it(:

sigh...i cnt decide who i LOVE better:jun or sho):

DAMMIT.

2010-04-02T23:59:00.001+08:00

my hair):

am depressed nw.

blah.

2010-04-02T03:50:00.002+08:00

heys..............

ystrday my terrapin died):so short-lived.i buried it in my potted plant):

and today my sis bought a new one.BT I STILL PREFER THE OLD ONE.hmph.

anyways i watchd Professor Layton And The Eternal Diva[surprisingly,they r only showing in Japan and Singapore...COOL!]cos one of the voice actress was a guest frm HnA(if she was nt the guest,i wud nt hv heard abt the movie at all).maki horikita is Luke-SUCH A CUTE BOY!!!

and professor layton is adorable,cos his eyes are just a pair of cute little dots.

and plus,the movie is rather diff,cos it's nt like any othr typical jap game.

so tht day,whn my sis and i went to CP,we bought the games for her DS...

sum of the puzzles are rather annoying.sigh.

oh,and 5x10 dvd cm is out.

SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-31T04:10:00.002+08:00

isashiburi~

i finally watchd AnS's last ep(had to wait for it to be subbed)...i felt tht it's rather short,idk why.
riida's final msg got me(and 10000 othr ppl)rather emotional.
sigh.I WILL MISS ARASHI NO SHUKUDAI-KUN!!!
cos i've been watching it evr since i first joined the whole arashi fangirl-ing world and plus,it's much more fun thn HnA and VS arashi~

I CNT WAIT FOR ARASHI NI SHIYAGARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and plus,Tokujo Kabachi's ep9 is out!so nw i cnt wait for last ep,DAMMIT!!!!grr~

and today i dreamt of sho-kun AGAIN.haha~
2 more weeks to sch so i hv to finish my mario(hooked,thnx to nino and riida-and btw bought sum mario keychains the othr day,haha),and touch detective.i gave up in docomodake cos i'm in dead end):

p.s.damn bitch showing off again.faggot!

2010-03-27T02:41:00.002+08:00

finally...gantz's 1min infomercial is out!
i hope tht it 'll be released in singapore cos it loooks cooool and plus,it's nice to watch those "action-packd" movies in cinemas^^

a FOUL FOUL day.

2010-03-26T02:53:00.003+08:00

before i start my rantings..i wanna share sum piece of news~

nino is named as one of the best actors in japan!!!read this frm cnngo.com and was feeling rather happy tht he made it in the list!
yeah~~

..a household name in japan
as a member of boy band Arashi...

YEAH,ARASHI!!

and i like it whn they wrote...

With a clear and intelligent
face,he also impresses in an early role as a sociopathic teen in "The Blue
Light..."

Ao no Honoo was mentioned!!!double happiness!!

ok,b4 i talked abt today,i just remembrd something tht happend tht day:i dreamt of Sho.

it's a weird dream where he was disguising himself and went to my house to live wif my family(god knws why) and i hv a crush on him bt he kinda doubts my love..
whn i woke up,i had this weird sensation in me~

the othr dream where sho made me kissed nino was much more better,haha~

juz nw, i went out wif rachel..ate chiken katsu curry(MY FAVOURITE!!!!i like to buy frm my fav store,Romantic Kobe,cos there's this authentic feeling).
aftr tht,went to Meidi-ya and...
KITTO DAIJOUBU WAS PLAYED!!!!!!
it wasnt exactly a "supermarket-ish" song bt WHO CARES??i've heard Kaze no Mukou e and Chou Arigatou..why cnt they opend Everything??or Silver Ring?
):

we proceeded to Kino and i JUST HV TO BUY DUET COS SHO'S MECHA MECHA HOT in the photoshoot!!!

HMV's selling all the albums at $70==...SOO EXPENSIVE.rachel bought her 5x10 LE cd in korea for just $30...oh the unfairness.and they dnt evn sell posters.hmph.

drank disgusting coffee at TCC(such a rip off-Starbuck's much better.)

and lastly went to the lib to watch vids~

had to rush back hm cos otosan was angry for no apparent reason..
bt who cares?i continued watching 'Cruel Temptations' and cried like hell whn Aeri looked so pitiful.gaah.

aftr tht...SOMEONE ANNOYED ME.bloody selfish bitch.

anyways,i'm nw determind to continue learning Jap..i'm stil learning the basics frm my 2nd sis's DS..it's sum game called "my japanese coach" and so far,it's fun!!!

sayonara!!
p.s.---whn cn i watch tokujo kabachi's ep 10 wif SUBS??

2010-03-22T01:05:00.002+08:00

KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~!

just watchd a short clip frm Tokujo Kabachi's last ep...and i'm so fucking HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cos Tamura-san kissed her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yatta^^

the last time i saw him in a kiss scene was kisarazu cat eye's.
idk whthr honey and clover has any bt nw....YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

he has strong jaws so tht's why it makes his kiss looks GREAT.
bt sadly,the kiss is nt passionate enough(hentai mode bt WHO CARES???)~

pls,sho-kun...MORE KISSING SCENES IN THE FUTURE!!!

V!

2010-03-21T03:30:00.003+08:00

just finishd watchng V for Vendetta~
i luv tht movie!V is uber cool wif tht mask of his and his voice is soo..nice to hear(:
i cnt believe he's hugo weaving though.i guess he does need to wear a mask in real life..

anyways,today i had to go to the airport cos my aunt had just returned..
had a heavy(bt SUMPTIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!) lunch at earl's swensens.
seafood pasta is the best so far~

aftr tht,we met sum of my relatives there(nt exctly a wonderful moment)..my mom wanted to go to my aunt's house aftr tht bt me and my sis backed out and left for orchard road.

i thnk i've been going there evry single wk and it's getting boring~
i just love to go to Kino and see the variety of Arashi mags(which i cnt buy)..
the sight of Tokujo Kabachi and Freestyle photobooks sadden me):

ate lots of dango b4 realizing tht my sis was gonna treat me sushi again..by thn i've already eaten 3 sticks of dango and was feeling so full and sick in my stomach.
nevertheless,i managed to finish up my tsukimi udon and lots of sashimi~

today was the first time i ate OOTORO!suddenly it reminds me of bito^^
it's nice bt since i was full juz nw,it felt like like i ate 1000 slices of salmon.
groan~~

aftr tht,went to Cathay near PS and saw a lot of ppl in cosplay~
saw my dream shoes-the exact same one as hanazawa's!!!!kakuii!!!!!^^

ok,i'm off to watch Tokujo kabachi ep8!i knw the drama is already ovr bt i stil hv to wait for some kind soul to sub it for me^^ja ne~!

poor!

2010-03-20T04:40:00.002+08:00

sigh~

troublemaker's shop photos r OUT and someone is re-selling arashi's stuff..
posters,SOAT chirashi,time and DAL concert goods...

i hv just orderd 5x10 dvd so I'M BROKE.

sometimes i wonder..if i'm slightly richer,i cud hv easily buy these stuff ne~

*sob,sob*

a waste of time~

2010-03-18T02:33:00.002+08:00

idk why bt i spent 1hr++ searchng for the perfect wallpaper for my comp~
i chose sho's uber hot anan mag shots(the one wif him standing at the window bt i cut out the butt area:p)as my wallpaper and my sis saw it~
so she was asking on why my wallpaper was so "porn-ish"..

had to change it immediately so tht she wnt tell my parents or somethng~

i stil cnt find one so i juz used the wallpaper frm Windows.sigh~~~

i seem to be the only person who's very concerned abt her wallpaper.oh well.

rich keio boy!

2010-03-18T01:30:00.006+08:00

sho's annual salary is 330million yen.
330,000,000 JPY = 5,093,373.94 SGD
so let's assume it's 5.1 million SGD.
so each mth,he's paid $425,000.

OMG HE'S DAMN RICH!
and sum ppl cn stil say tht his pay is miserable as compared to Americans.
guys,stop being far-fetched and stop comparing him to Oprah and Jonas Brothers.
he's jap and although arashi is indeed popular,i'm nt exactly sure tht 30% of the world population knws who is sakurai sho. no offense,bt somehw i'm right~
Oprah is an important figure in the entertainment world.evn those who dnt watch her talk shows or read her mag stil knws who is OPRAH.
sho is stil considered as an idol who is known mainly in HALF of asia.

i dnt thnk tht i cn evn earn $425000 in a YR.i'll earn tht same amount of money in approx 4-5 YRS.

i guess nw fans wil look at him in a diff light.

hw true cn tht be?

2010-03-15T03:01:00.003+08:00

juz took a random personality quiz and...

You are an Idealist

You are a creative person wif a great
imagination.You enjoy living in yr inner world.
[yes,indeed tht's
true.]
Open-minded and accepting,you strive for harmony
in yr important relationships.
It takes a long time for ppl to get to knw
you.You are hesitant to let ppl get close to you.[a
very precise description of my personality tht ppl seems to hv difficulties
understandng.]
Bt once you care for someone,you do evrythng you
cn to help thm grow and develop.[sigh.]

In love,you tend to hv high(and oftn unrealistic)
standards.[whahahaha~]
You are very sensitive.You tend to hv intense
feelings.[gosh.so true.]

Hw you see yourself : unselfish,empathetic and
spiritual.[idk abt this..]
Whn othrs dnt get you,they see you as :
unrealistic,naive and weak.[naive?yupp.bt i see
myself as tht too~]

a simply precise way to describe my weird personality.oh well~

ore-sama!!

2010-03-12T23:57:00.002+08:00

idk hw many times did i watch HYD bt i nvr fail to squeal evrytime i watch my fav scenes(:

the elevator and the last kissing scenes...KYAAAA!!!!!

jun-kun looks really cool wif tht whole i'm-better-thn-you attitude!!
and who else is willing to wait for his gf for 3hrs undr the rain?only the great tsukasa domyouji!!

sigh~~

anyways,korea's gonna remake kimi wa petto into a movie.
no matter wht they say abt the actor,MATSUMOTO JUN IS STILL THE BEST momo(:

why???

2010-03-11T01:18:00.002+08:00

masami nagasawa and matsujun's forbidden kiss in Wagaya no Rekishi???

NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why her?i dnt like her acting in Yasashii Jikan):
bt stil.jun's kissing scenes are a MUST-SEE.
cos he has nice lips(:

cnt wait to watch the rest of Tokujo Kabachi!!^^

^^

2010-03-09T13:31:00.003+08:00

finally,i've received my uchiwa and shirt!!!!^^
went to clementi and waited for the person to arrive~there's 4 other girls who were there to collect their HSJ cd and whn they saw my stuff,they kept pointing at my uchiwa.
it's kinda big~his head was slightly bigger thn mine^^
i didnt realise tht the sleeve r 3/4...so i juz hv to roll up the sleeves whn i wear it tmr..
it's made up of sum stretchy material and plus the wordings r glittery so i dnt knw hw to wash it w/o damaging it..
T_T

anyways yesterday whn i was in the train,i saw an indian worker watching porn in his phone!
got a shock in my life and was kinda wondering if the person sitting beside him cn actually see wht he's doing):

arashi's latest non-no mag shots r HOT~
i dnt reali like sho's hairstyle cos i thnk tht he has a wide forehead so it's kinda weird.
jun is AMAZING.

cnt wait for TOKUJO KABACHI!!!really addicted to Tamura nw^^

2010-03-07T03:25:00.002+08:00

赤い橋の伝説 - Akai hashi no densetsu

君は知ってるかい、　赤い橋の伝説

kimi wa shitterukai akai hashi no densetsu

愛し会う二人が　海を渡るとき

aishiau futari ga umi wo wataru toki

すべての愛が報われる、　すべての罪が許される

subete no ai ga mukuwareru subete no tsumi ga yurusareru

この町の嘘　君は信じるかい？

kono machi no uso, kimi wa shinjirukaido

ああ、　ゆっくり…早く…ゆっくり…

aaa.. yuukuri.. hayaku.. yuukuri

向こう岸についたら　消えてしまいそうだから

mukou kishi ni tsuitara kiete shimai sou dakara

今夜あの　この二人で　みが月の夜さあ

konya ano kono futari de migatsuki no yoru saa

今夜あの　この二人で　天国にかかる赤い橋

konya ano kono futari de tengoku ni kakaru akai hashi

二人で渡るのさあ

futari de wataru no saa

i love this song~

such a beautiful melody(:

the most terrifying thing

2010-03-05T14:21:00.002+08:00

i watchd a small clip frm sho's "documentary" for kobe earthquake and wht i cn say is tht..

i totally forgot abt sho and was rather intrigued by those disturbing footages.
they were taken in convenience stores using survellience cameras and til nw,i cnt forget hw the ground shook all of a sudden and everything kept shaking violently.

it's scary to see hw those strong buildings cn just topple like tht.

and plus,i read someone commenting,"karma for killing whales."

WHT KIND OF FAGGOT IS THT??JUST BECAUSE THEY KILL WHALES,THT DOESNT MEAN THT THEY DESERVE AN EARTHQUAKE.

no-brainers.

1995 was indeed a terrible yr for thm-the great hanshin earthquake and the sarin gas attack by the fucking cult,aum shinrikyo.
i hate these kind of ppl who thinks tht they r god and are born to guide ppl to the "right" way.
assholes.

2010-03-05T11:55:00.003+08:00

am feeling rather dwn for the past few days so i'm nw watching Tokujo Kabachi and Yoiko no Mikata!!

aftr watchng kisarazu cat's eye,cnt stop thnking abt sho so i just hv to watch those dramas!!!

too bad they dnt sell a lot of doramas nw in singapore so i cnt exactly buy the dvds...
):

so excited for nxt mon^^

p.s. hv been listening to シーサイド・ばいばい for the past few days~reali addictive^^

finally!

2010-03-05T02:07:00.001+08:00

i once mentiond tht i was cheatd out of my money whn i orderd my 5x10 stuff,rite?

apparently i'm wrong!!

gonna collect those stuff nxt mon~cnt wait!!^^

2010-03-03T13:28:00.003+08:00

i'm done wif this show~

mohko is so lucky to be kissed by bambi^^

it's one of my fav scene(bambi,hw violent r u wif mohko??) and sho's face expression whn trying to explain on wht he's doing in the ship was TOTALLY ADORABLE~~

i cnt stop smiling til nw^^

2010-03-03T11:42:00.003+08:00

watching kisarazu cat's eye nw..finally~

bambi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i stil hv to find the movies..hope tht some kind souls hv already uploaded thm.pls!!!

sho's recent mag shots frm 'dramatic tv life' r certainlly SPLENDID(:

my wish came true(:

2010-03-02T00:47:00.003+08:00

i told myself tht aftr getting this,i cn live happily this yr(:

which is why i hv to preorder 嵐's 5x10 concert DVD((:

cos they r singing most of my fav songs [everything,dekiru dake,attack it,etc..]so~
i hv to be MENTAL nt to get this.

cnt wait to see the balloons during their 5x10 performance~

and i'm absolutely sure tht i'll cry in the middle of the concert:D

happy!

2010-02-28T03:59:00.003+08:00

without any doubts,i did wake up at the wrong side of the bed.woke up late and thn had to rush to the supermarket b4 i could go out to buy clothes peacefully.my sis thn made me pissed off whn i was ordering food..

bt still,gd things happend(:

finally went to Watson's and saw one huge pic of Jun at the Fasio section!!
kyaa~!
if they hv the cardboard pic of him,i swear i'll ask the receptionist to give it to me aftr the promo is ovr![almost did once wif a crdboard pic of Hanadan Finaru bt was too big]

saw tokujo kabachi's photobook and Freestyle-so excited!!really wanted to buy thm bt no money):
am gonna buy freestyle aftr i buy 5x10 concert DVD(tht is if it exists.HOPEFULLY it does.)

thn saw ooku manga,and got excited again.Gantz is much more cheaper thn it):

went back hm,discovered tht the original versions of Troublemaker,摇らせ、今を and もう一歩 are OUT!

idk wht i wanna say abt もう一歩.i dnt quite like it.probably it's because it reminds me of Kattun's recent songs..

double happiness:Troublemaker's full PV is also out too!
was wondering why they suddenly waved their arms frantically in the air w/o any apparent reasons.
nino kept pushing riida(: riida,you poor thing!
and riida looked extremely exhausted in tht PV too):
[wht hv u been doing in the previous day,riida?out fishing again?]

for the past few days,vh been watching fanvids(only gd ones) and whnevr there's riida's parts,i feel so happy~hv been obsessing abt him recently aftr dreaming abt him as naruse.he was soo kakuii,i juz cnt stand it(:

gonna watch riida's uber cool dance steps in Top Secret again!!

what's wrong...

2010-02-27T03:47:00.002+08:00

...wif the weather?idk if i'm being paranoid or wht bt it's extremely heaty..
i have 3 or 4 bath each day..pls,let the nxt few days be more cooler..
*prays*

okay,abt..

2010-02-26T05:08:00.002+08:00

..fanfics.

usually i dnt read tht.i find it a waste of time(idk why cos i hv the impression tht it's crap)bt i came across one just nw and found it...amazing.

fangirls do hv wild imaginations,apparently.cos they are writing PORN.

sho-kun and jun-kun making out and etc..WTH?

it's okay if they are juz writing stories(i'm fine wif it) bt the idea of thinking abt sex whenever those fangirls watch their vids or look at their pics are simply terrifying.

they are singers/actors,NT pornstars.so stop imagining yourself having sex wif thm,man!
sheesh.

was bored so...

2010-02-25T03:46:00.001+08:00

i made up tht stomach-and-intestines diagram using balloons and displayed it on my sis's magnetic board.haha.

omedetou!!!

2010-02-24T16:04:00.012+08:00

Results of the 24th Japan Gold Disc Award

Artist of the Year - 嵐 ARASHI

Single Track of the Year - 「Believe／曇りのち、快晴」

Best 5 Single Track of the Year - "Ashita no Kioku" 「明日の記憶／Crazy Moon～キミ・ハ・ムテキ～」, "「Everything」", "Believe" 「Believe / 曇りのち、快晴」,

"My Girl" 「マイガール」, "Rescue"

Album of the Year - 「All the BEST! 1999-2009」

Best 5 Album of the Year - 「All the BEST! 1999-2009」, 絢香「ayaka's History 2006-2009」, EXILE「愛すべき未来へ」, GReeeeN「いままでのA面、B面ですと!?」, GReeeeN「塩、コショウ」

Best Music Video[DVD] -嵐「ARASHI AROUND ASIA 2008 in TOKYO」, 嵐「5×10 All the BEST! CLIPS 1999-2009」, EXILE「EXILE LIVE TOUR "EXILE PERFECT LIVE 2008"」. 東方神起「All About 東方神起 season 3」

a complete PHENOMENON!!!!!2009 was indeed an Arashi yr!

-
おめでとう,大ちゃん,潤くん,翔くん,にの,相葉ちゃん!!!^^

introducing the new PV for..

2010-02-24T02:31:00.009+08:00

i hvnt watch the full one yet(hv to wait til morning for tht)bt i stil enjoy a lot(:somehw it's simple yet creative!

the intro of the PV.idk wht's the significance of showing these stuff.

wrong spelling.do they realise tht?

love it whn they were sitting in tht arrangement(:chou kawaii~

and while no one's watching,Ohmiya decided to attract sum attention back there...

and til nw,i keep asking myself,"Wht was Jun doing??"

and tht infamous move frm sho-kun^^

cnt wait to watch the full version!!^^

rich~

2010-02-24T01:33:00.005+08:00

it's rather stupid of me to think tht they are actually rich cos they cn easily afford such stuff..
found these info frm someone's wordpress who actually research his clothings.so much time in her hands,eh?

$410
[honestly speaking,it doesnt evn look like $400++.i wnt evn spend much money for these kind of ring.bt i bet it's precious for him cos i've seen him wearing this as long as i cn rmbr.]

$361

[hw cum it's so expensive??]

$780

[like this a lot.i dnt mind buying this,provided tht i dnt look like a guy whn i wear it.very nice^^]

and his wallet cost $1034.

gosh~~

unexpectd shock~!

2010-02-24T00:34:00.004+08:00

receivd a call frm my sis in the aftrnn.probably her words were the best piece of news tht i hv probably receivd frm her:

"hey,they are selling some make-up with arashi's pics on it at Watsons!"

*squealing*

thn i was thinking,since whn they promoted make up?
and i suddenly remembrd Jun's KOSE Fasio CM wif him and tht weird hairdo!!

*KYAAAAA*

so i askd her to take pics of it!!

am going to Watson's soon to see it for myself!!!

[Troublemaker PV out today!gonna watch it later~]

ah..

2010-02-23T01:55:00.002+08:00

just finishd watchng yesterday's AnS...it's a totally hilarious ep!!really enjoy those short skits~

and highlight wil be jun's cute embarrassed smiles(:

[one mth to the end of AnS):boo hoo]

ridiculous.

2010-02-22T14:22:00.003+08:00

had the most absurd dreams tht made me so confused whn i woke up~

the first one wud me chatting happily wif my ex-crush and apparently we were going out wif each other.we talked non-stop til i woke up at noon.

he was someone who i've nt been talking to for 3 yrs due to sum complications so whn he suddenly appeared in my dreams,i was kinda shockd-_-

aftr waking up,i checkd the house to see if my dad hd left so i slept again and had another stupid dream where i found a huge crocodile and an otter in my kitchen.

god,wht's wrong wif me??sigh~

ants!!

2010-02-21T03:51:00.002+08:00

had lunch at sakura today(:
i prefer the buffet one,to be frank.there's always an endless supply of sashimi(IKA!!!)and very delicious~

i wanna take pics of the dishes bt totally forgot abt it):
the tom yum soup was very pathetic.it's BARELY seafood,for goodness sake!!sigh~

there was a major lion dance performance at level one and everyone was so excited abt it.

i hate lion dance.

went hm,watchd Constantine on TV and sum pld ep of CSI where nick stokes was buried alive and covered with flesh-eating ants.

I HATE ANTS!!kept imagining thm crawling all ovr my body.eek.

umaii~

2010-02-20T00:43:00.003+08:00

had a superb lunch just nw at Sushi Tei!!has been mths since i went there so was kinda excited^^

i ordered sum sushi..

just my fav,maguro,salmon and ika.i love thm!!ika's my fav evn though it's slightly slimy~
my sis got sum oyster sushi which taste like the sea water in East Coast Park.
idk wht taste is it bt it's juz EXPLICIT.slightly salty and super slimy.my tongue wil nvr feel the same evr again.tht teaches us a lesson-NVR BUY RAW OYSTERS.

also bought my usual fav,tsukimi udon bt prefer my sis's udon wif lots of niku in it-VERY NICE.i wud rather order katsu curry,bt aftr tht incidnt,I WON'T.

chasoba is nice too,bt kinda remembered tht terrible incident where my sch uniform was totally drenchd wif soba sauce and plus,made the rm reekd of it(it's an air-conditiond rm-GAAH>) and so i hv to wear someone's huge PE shirt during mock exam.STUPID.

our beautiful lunch was sadly interruptd by the lion dancers.very noisy.

bt stil a gd day.nw idk wht to do cos i'm done watchin all the dramas in my list.SAVE ME~~~

[and btw the concert tees cost $100 EACH.so ex.hmph.]

hmm..

2010-02-19T12:50:00.003+08:00

finishd watching Tokio yesterdy..took me awhile although one ep is just 15mins long..
i didnt exactly concentrate bt i stil cried at the last part whn Tokio died)):

it's sho's best drama.definitely.

being random bt...

2010-02-19T04:12:00.008+08:00

found sum pics frm facebook~

reali like this pic bt i cnt exactly see his face clearly): i wonder which mag is this...

kakuii~

ah!so cuuuute!

sho-kun~

i serachd for arashi in facebook and was shocked to see the amount of members:D

bt was more shockd to see matsujun's!!

27000+ members??sugoii~

yes!

2010-02-19T01:42:00.002+08:00

am watching Tokio nw and am trying to finish it ASAP~
sho-kun is super cuute~

Troublemaker's short preview of PV is out!
am looking forward to it cos it looks rather interesting(:
though i hv to admit tht i dnt like sho-kun's flashy suit):

nw i'm waiting for someone to upload もう一歩...

t-shirts!!

2010-02-17T01:09:00.002+08:00

ok..found a web tht sells previous concert tees(dream alive,time,5x10).

am i gonna get thm?probably YES.

cos coincidentally i am supposed to buy new shirts for sch!hope tht it's affordable,though...

i ordered a 5x10 shirt and a Jun uchiwa last Aug and was supposed to get thm by nov..i've already PAID $80 and in the end,THEY CHEATED MY MONEY.

am so fucking PISSED.bt it seems tht i'm nt the only victim,so i guess it's okay.

DAMN U TO THOSE WHO CHEATED MY MONEY!!!hmph.

the last time.

2010-02-16T03:18:00.002+08:00

okay,this will be the last time and i wnt do it again.all my files almost got deleted because of it cos of tht.i wnt do it again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm such a hopeless faggot):

asai-kun!

2010-02-14T02:29:00.003+08:00

finishd watching Stand Up!! in just one day!!my back hurts aftr sitting on the chair for the whole days,bt it's worth it.

i love the last ep where shohei and chie were in the same rm..he went up to her and gently place his hand on his head and thn slowly stroked her cheek..thn he said "i like you," with eyes FULL OF intensity.

yaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!

i was giggling like hell on the spot(:

and so,tht wil be my fav drama at the moment!

someone took pics of Sho-kun at the airport whn he arrivd at Vancouver..as expectd,fangirls startd to shriek like banshees.
Lucky!!!if i were them,i wud hv cried on the spot,haha.

today's quite a shitty bt aftr watching Stand up ep 11 and yesterday's Troublemaker performance repeatedly,i'm nw back to cheery mood(:

i like the intro where they just danced(idk wht's the background music bt it just reminds me of Overture and Theme of Arashi). and i hate to admit tht sho-kun's dance whn Troublemaker started reminded me of Mr Bean.gaah.

and Riida,i hope tht the fact tht u r turning 30 this yr wnt make u stop being such an AWESOME dancer ;p

troublemaker!!!!!!

2010-02-13T02:01:00.004+08:00

mecha,mecha KAKUII,MatsuJun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today's ミュージックステーション1000回SP!!!was kinda lookin forward cos they were gonna perform Troublemaker and Yurase,Ima Wo for the first time!!!

sho-kun's nw in Vancouver for the Olympics bt he still gets to perform together wif the rest!

obviously his performance was pre-recorded.he was in the big screen just right behind where the rest were performing.

jun-kun stil hv tht 5x10 hairstyle-chou kawaii~~

and nino seemed to be having a lot of fun cos he kept smiling cheerfully.

i like troublemaker's cheoreography bt WHY IS IT SO SLOW????

the song has a fast beat bt thier dance step is kinda slow and too simple):

and they kept doing tht weird hand sign...

bt it's okay,i'm stil waiting forward for the PV!

スタンドアップ!!

2010-02-13T00:34:00.004+08:00

i knw am a bit slow bt i finally startd watching Stand Up!!.

and I LOVE IT!!i dnt usually watch comedy dramas,bt this one is totally great and i keep laughing like hell(:

main highlight wil be nino,though i hv to admit,among the 4 guys,he looks like the odd one out:p

cos nino looks young and,well,immature(in sum way) and the othr 3 are taller thn him

Asai Shouhei(nino) was hopelessly in love wif his sensei and whn he was rejectd,he cried(love tht scene!!!)

i like kenken's voice cos he has tht nice relaxd voice.bt in real life,am nt a fan of him(cos i thnk he's ovrrated,just like jin akanishi)

going to finish the whole seasn by today!!!!cnt wait to see more of nino:D

they are back!!

2010-02-12T01:59:00.003+08:00

recently found out tht my all-time fav band(bt stil nt as great as Arashi,of course),Gorillaz is BACK!!!!!!!

yeah!!!!!!!!!!

love thm since i was 10 cos their music are kinda diff(and weird,though) but addictive.

and plus,their cartoon drawings are the main reason on why ppl find thm creative cos they dnt actually show their real pics to the public.

their voice r kinda slurry(so if they r actually drunkards in real life or sumthng,i wnt be surprisd) bt they stil sounds great!!

new album,Plastic Beach,out nxt mth!!nt sure if am getting one....

i like noodle!!!(and murdoc too,though he looks disgusting)

baka.

2010-02-11T03:46:00.003+08:00

today is a supid day.

woke up late and so,i cnt send my nephew to his childcare centre.
so i hv to bathe him all by myself and take care of him.

lucky my sis went back hm early,felt very relieved.

went to the supermarket together to get sum stuff and ate lunch at Bishamon(the only gd thing tht happend today).

I LOVE CURRY RICE WITH KATSU CURRY!!UMAII~~~~~~~~~~~

thn went to KFC to accompany my sis cos she wanna eat lunch.

was sitting near the glass pane and rite in frnt of us,there were a grp of sec sch students.
i dnt care whether they were making noise or nt cos i admit tht sumtimes i do make a lot of noise whn i'm eating wif my friends.

thn their friends started to bang at the other side of the glass pane(probably they were trying to communicate with thier friends who were sitting in front of me)-LOUDLY.
and those stupid twerps startd to giv those middle fingers and just continued to make noise.

at first,i just slightly turnd my head(cos the window pane was just behind me) and gave an annoyd face bt they dnt get the msg,so i slammed the table,and asked thm to move away frm the window pane.

i thought evrything ended bt apparently,another stupid faggot didnt get the msg and started to bang the window pane again,so i slammed the table for the second time,and chased tht stupid faggot (and his gang) while screaming vulgarities.

and whn i came back in KFC,evryone was looking at me.
embarrassing~~kinda lost control.

went back hm,watchd gokusen the movie.
very boring cos:
1)jun's nt in there.
2)everything's a repetition.it feels like i've been watching the exact same storyline for FOUR times
3)getting annoyd by the whole delinquents-turnd-goodboys-aftr-yankumi's-words-of-inspiration thingy
4)yankumi kept removing her hair band EVRY single time she faced those ppl who tried to harm her "precious" students
5)the last part was crap.suddenly she met all her season one students in one day and thn they started to praise her

i only like kame's hair and he looks cute(:

If Sawada Shin and Yankumi decided to go out together in the movie,it will be much nicer!!

and i knw for sure tht season one is the best out of all the gokusen series and SAWADA SHIN is the best delinquent out of thm all and if matsujun was in the movie,i'm sure tht more ppl wil watch it.

cos a lot of ppl is disappointd tht he's nt in the movie(:

ah!

2010-02-11T02:43:00.006+08:00

just watchd sum old eps of utaban.

like sho-kun's shockd face expression in this(:chou kawaii~~

nino and riida looked damn surprised by the magician.

nino's mouth was wide open throughout the whole thing(:such a fan of magic!

and i finally found this ep!!!

ah!

i love ohmiya SK!!!!:D

new bride?

2010-02-11T00:07:00.002+08:00

yesterday my uncle(and his new bride)came to my house for god-knws-why reasons.the moment he stepped in my house,he gave me his wedding DVD and instructed me to open it on my TV.

and i had to watch the full footage of his wedding while witnessing the couple having sum lovey-dovey moments on my sofa.

urgh.

i knw tht they are newlyweds bt come on,gimme a break!!!!

new AU cm!!!

2010-02-09T01:17:00.005+08:00

at first,i find it weird cos it seems tht it's white again,bt nw I LOVE IT!!

watched it in someone's LJ bt idk if it's the actual CM or some SP movie..it's kinda confusing):

i love the one where ohno called jun(and u cn hear jun's nice voice-KYAA~)..

they kinda sound like lovers!!!juntoshi!!!

(the part where jun called him and he was kinda shocked)

IF THEY DO SELL IT IN SINGAPORE(which is totally impossible),i'll get it immediately cos it looks pretty and simple!!!

and the functions r kinda gd too!

i'll probably the red one or orange.orange looks cool and plus i rarely see ppl around me getting tht color..

NEW!

2010-02-09T00:56:00.004+08:00

am in love wif my new wallet(:hv been thinking of buying this mths ago,bt cnt afford it,haha~i just love it cos it's bright pink and u cn see it frm far so chances of me losing it is NIL[:

bought tht to replace my old one:
it's just plain grey and coincidentally my sis got sum pink alphabetical stickers,and i cnt resist spelling out his name(:

but everything got peeled off,idk why):but the inside part is still intact:

sorry,aiba):

and this is my mp3!!!!i pasted tht sticker frm crazy moon's singles cos it matches with the color of my mp3:]

evn my phone has the same decorations,haha~

i'm nt exactly a pink fan bt idk why is all my stuff pink.cos it's hard to get purple ones):gaah.

shopping~

2010-02-08T13:49:00.002+08:00

after going shopping yesterday,felt super pooped so i slept for 14hrs,haha~
bought 3 shirts,a bag and a wallet!
i knw tht's nt a lot bt i cnt find shirts tht is my taste.am going to buy more nxt mth.

i saw gantz manga yesterday and thought of buying bt it's so ex!and plus,it has the parental advisory sticker so i hv to be 18yrs old to geddit):

if the posters r out,i'm soooo going to get it.so far i already hv honey clover's,hanadan finaru's,boku imo's and yattaman's.

2 days ago,i downloaded AAA2006 cos i wanna watch silver ring's performance.waited for 1hr to fish dl-ing and to my utter disappointment,i cnt watch it at all cos it's in the wrng format.

dammit!such a waste of time):

goshh.

2010-02-06T01:40:00.003+08:00

am super duper tired cos yesterday was my first day of work.had to work at my sis's workplace cos her boss was kinda short of staff.it was okay,i guess.i just had to serve food,tht's all.bt the dishes tht they cooked were revolting.i heard 3 ppl complained abt it.

bt i still remember tht american guy's words:"this is absolutely disgusting.it's completely unacceptable."
goshh.

i read abt aiba having a gf[am nt very clear abt tht,cos i read it frm someone's LJ and her english kinda sucked so i cnt reali understand].
gd for u,aiba-chan!!!bt pls dnt speak english to her.

i watch this vid of his and he said,"Shimuken is big shippo."

......
wht the hell is a shippo??

and whn he pronounced the word "bird",it sounds like "butt".

bt i like whn he kept saying "mecha danger!mecha danger!"
kawaii~~

ppl is stil talkin abt jun's car accident and i'm guessin tht they wil nvr leave him alone abt it.
as an idol,he shud hv taken more care of himself,bt guys,accidents do happen whther u r careful or reckless so cn u PLS LEAVE HIM ALONE??
sigh~

eh??

2010-02-04T02:38:00.003+08:00

havent been online for 2 days and a lot of things had happened.

jun was involved in an accident-gaah.at least he's okay and am glad abt tht.i hope johnny-san didnt make a big fuss abt it and probably scold him for being careless or sumthing.

thn i found abt the updated cast for gantz.they're adding a new actress for the role of tht naked girl.

*shocked*

i cnt imagine nino acting with her!!!!

he looks to innocent to be involved in such movies):

but he's a guy,so i dnt thnk he minds.

wagaya no rekishi stating on the 8th of april!!!!!!!finally there's news on tht!!!!!!!!

and there'll be a music station SP on the 12th[if i'm nt mistaken].

YAY!!!there's a lot of things to look forward for before school starts!yatta~~~~~~~

fashion show??

2010-02-01T03:57:00.004+08:00

i watched this ep of Himitsu no arashi chan a few days back bt i keep forgettin to comment on it:

KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

they(and this model-which is so nt pretty) had to do a mini fashion show in tht ep.

the first model was my MatsuJun.

he looks like a true model!when he walked at the "runaway",he was full of confidence and so he managed to do it PERFECTLY!!!!!!

he MUST be a full-time model.or else his talent will be such a waste.

aiba's one was quite nice excpt he kept touching his hat[s] so it's kinda annoying.

idk abt riida's and nino's.wht are they doing??

the last was sho's.KYAA~

when he walked,he was looking rather serious(which makes him look more kakuii thn evr),unlike jun(who was rather casual).

he was great,until the end where he did a rather awkward pose wif tht bag.

am hoping tht they wil hv more of this(:
[and also hope tht ohmiya wil be more serious cos if they are,they'll be great too.]

sobb.

2010-01-31T03:27:00.003+08:00

[i'm gonna kill tht faggot who just sent me a virus.hmph.]

juz nw,me watched the movie 'seven pounds'-FINALLY.i wanted to watch it frm last time bt didnt hv the time so i was kinda excited cos it sounds like a great movie.

at first,i completely didnt understand and i was getting rather impatient,bt thn i stil carried on watching.

very very touching story.i cried like hell in the end.

bt i was kinda wondeing on why there are more films and dramas tht make suicide sound good.
i mean,they portray suicide as a way of sacrifice.i mean,it's giving ppl a wrong idea,rite?
the first one tht i watchd was tht korean drama,'bittersweet life' and got a shock of my life cos in the end,the main character[acted by my fav korean actor,lee dong wook] jumped off the building but still the director wants to emphasize on hw necessary his suicide was.
in my fav film,ao no honoo,Shuichi deliberately got involved in a road accident after killing his dad[who always abuse his ex-wife and children].he killed his dad in a way of protecting his family.
and nw,in 'seven pounds',the main guy[ben thomas,played by will smith-who is a superb actor] killed himself so tht he cn save 7 other ppl.

viewers,pls dnt get the wrong idea.

yay~~~~!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-30T00:28:00.008+08:00

「嵐にしやがれ（仮）」- Broadcasting from April 2010 at 10-11pm !

[though 「嵐 no shukudai-kun」is coming to end,bt at least there's anothr tv programme tht's replacing it!]

hope it's gd:D

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaattaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and new single,トラブルメーカー,out in 3rd of march!!!!!!!

[double happiness(:]

wait...what?

2010-01-28T02:14:00.002+08:00

they sms me arnd 6.43am,informing me of my course that i'm going to take for the next 3 years.

Pharmaceutical Science????

but i'm terrible in science!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gaah.pls save me,oh god.

TGC'09

2010-01-27T02:42:00.004+08:00

i watched Tokyo Girls Collection 2009 tht other day and found it fascinating cos Karina was in there[after acting in myu ni anyo papa ni ageru,koizora and bambino,i thought tht she's gd.]

god,i love the fashion show.cos it's interesting to watch and it's unlike other runaways cos most of the models are dressed in clothes tht u cn actually where in public.bt i stil dnt knw why they hv to pose in such act-cute and flirtitious ways and the female viewers around the stage are the ones who are getting so excited.kinda ridiculous.

i read the comments in YT and sum ppl keep commenting abt this model called Angelababy.

so far,she's my fav model(:
cos at first i thought tht she's a Jap bt she's chinese(DOESNT look like one.)

BUT she's pretty cos she had multiple surgeries.god,her face was horrendous in the past.got a shock of my life whn i saw the pics.[totally MAJOR transformation-i wonder hw much she spent on plastic surgeries.]

this yr's TGC is on 6th march so i'm nt gonna miss it(:

memories??

2010-01-27T01:44:00.004+08:00

juz nw my sis discovered my organizer tht i used last april.i was convinced tht it's gone or have been disposed so i cnt be botherd to search for it.

lemme just say tht last yr,i was supposed to be busy wif my o levels bt my organizer proved otherwise.

i wrote tht BIG on the first page to prove to ppl who read my organizer tht i'm an ARASHI FANGIRL.

and instead of writing my homework,i wrote updates on arashi-related events.

so in the end,i hv no space to write abt my homework and ended up forgetting abt thm.

until nw,i insist on using those 5 colors(purple,green,red,blue and yellow/orange - geddit?) so i always hv pens and markers of those colors in my pencil box.

i'm always using those colors for mostly everything,including my straws whenever i buy drinks.

if there's purple,i'm considered as lucky.

bt if there's no purple,i'll be standing at the counter,figuring out on which one should i take.

god,i'm so obsessed with them,bt i cnt help it.

"party"~

2010-01-27T01:21:00.003+08:00

(idk why bt it takes me a long time to post the pics.very pissed off.)

since yesterday's my nephew's b'day,we had a small "party" for him.initially my sis wanna get something huge for him bt it's out of stock so she bought 2 Lightning McQueen cars for him(red and blue-with remote controls).

he likes to blow candles,idk why.and thn keep asking me to relight the candles again and again.gaah.

although the cake was small,we managed to finish it 3hrs later cos it's too sweet.

i hope tht he'll be a nice guy whn he grows up AND STOP THROWING CARS AT MY HEAD OR BITE MY FLESH.

happy 3rd!!!!!
[and again,sho-kun:tanjoubi omedetou!!!nxt is nino's birthday!!!(:]

omfg.

2010-01-25T00:54:00.004+08:00

i juz did sum old random personality quiz and surprisingly....

[You Scored as Ninomiya Kazunari.]
You're most compatible with Nino! You understand that everything has a facade and a core - and you don't get hung up by taking everything at face value. Nino seems to prefer someone who doesn't want to dramatically change his life, sees the real deal, and still wants to stay - with him, you get a complex realist. Results based on a 2006 translated interview about ideal marriages - therefore, you may want to take everything with a grain of salt.

Ninomiya Kazunari 78%

Ohno Satoshi 75%

Matsumoto Jun 73%

Sakurai Sho 65%

Aiba Masaki 50%

am expectin to be matsujun cos tht's the one tht i've been rather obsessed abt rite?poor sho,he's number 4.bt he's a perfectionist,which is someone i'm nt.

speaking of sho,I wanna talk abt sho’s recent mag shots.

indeed,it's perfection.cos his body is nt tht muscular and plus,the pics arent tht pervertic as yamapi's,jin's and takuya kimura's.

just a bit of ass.tht's all.he cnt afford to ruin his image as a newscaster,rite?

bt it's more thn enough.bt sumhw he revealed more flesh thn jun,ne~

Bt which one looks better?
jun's?

or sho's?

i cnt decide):
[bt i prefer jun's face expression,though.he has tht come-to-the-bed-with-me-for-some-serious-wild-night face.haha]

if..

2010-01-13T01:31:00.004+08:00

if arashi's nt making a calendar this yr just like wht she said,thn I'M SO FRIGGING disappointed!shud hv bought last yr's):
so i shall buy a plain organizer and customized it myself if tht's the case,with lots of pics(:just like wht did for the past few yrs.

everyone's buying prezzies for my nephew excpt me,cos idk wht to get for him.
it's on the 25th,same as sho's.lol.

nxt wk i hv to attend my uncle's wedding,which i reali dnt wanna go bt my mom INSIST.
there's one person tht i wanna meet cos i want to knw wht happen to him.according to my relative,he has turned into sum rebel who spent all his cash on his gf and ran away frm hm several times.
he reali hates his parents.no surprise there.
bt he reali looks decent so i wanna knw wht reali happen.

a lot of ppl hv changed recently and idk why,bt ppl change whn they get older rite?there's nothing so fascinating abt tht.

once sch reopens,i'm nt gonna keep in contact with 95% of my friends.i'l just stick to my usual friends who hv been nice to me(:
hope i wnt see those scums for the rest of my entire life.PLS PLS PLS.

btw i went to sch juz nw.were forced to return my lib bks tht i borrowed in 2008.dammit,i dnt want to step in tht sch evr again.

mixed reactions?

2010-01-12T01:37:00.006+08:00

It has been awhile~~

Today is such a weird day cos my results are average bt my mom gave me $50 for tht.

i was like,"ehhhhhh?????"[i knw tht for sum ppl thinks tht 50bucks is no biggie bt for me,i cn do a lot wif tht.]

bt i'm nt gonna use this obviously(first time saying no to money,haha) cos i knw tht i totally dnt deserve tht.

gomen ne,okaasan.

for this yr,i'm nt going to do a lot of fangirl-ing cos it's time to be more...concerned abt my life and nt busy oogling on ppl tht lives far far away frm me.

so...my target for this yr is to do WAAAAAAAAAAAAY better thn last yr.i'm nt going to get a lot of dvds cos i knw tht sum kind souls out there wil sub those vids and update it online.

but the only major things tht i must get this yr will be:

1]arashi sch calendar:apr 2010-mar2011 [wanna get tht last yr bt failed,so this yr must must get it]

2]arashi anniversary tour 5x10 concert dvd [which probably be out by mid-yr 2010]

after tht,i cn live happily for the year 2010 without any regrets(:

btw,i just found out tht shooting for GANTZ has already begun!!!!am so glad and cnt wait for 2011!

it's tht scene where he was killed in tht train subway!!!yeah~~

idk whether i cn go out on the 25th of jan or nt cos it's my nephew's b'day bt i do hope tht i cn escape frm hm cos it's sho-kun's b'day and so i hv to celebrate!!!hv been thinking abt it juz nw.hmm....

"yes,she's no longer a friend.any problem wif tht?it doesnt evn concern u at all."

2010-01-04T01:57:00.004+08:00

am watching Yasashii Jikan nw.

it's somehw a meaningful drama,i guess.cos it tells a story abt a relationship btw a father and a son.nino's scenes awlys makes me swoon,haha.bt it doesnt really cause an impact in my life cos there r a lot of scenes where i'm supposed to cry bt i didnt cos i was too busy laughing at his face expressions.

ao no honoo is much much better.

2010-01-02T03:31:00.006+08:00

am addicted to GANTZ nw.since i stil hv to wait for 2011 for the movie,i might as well read the manga and watch the anime.
very hentai and gory.for god's sake,she came in to tht rm naked?and tht fucking dog!
othr thn tht,it's rather interesting.if u like gore.and hentai stuff.

i'm nt exactly sure if this yr will bring any significance to me or nt,to tell u the truth.it's juz another yr where everyone becomes a yr older and (probably) wiser.other thn tht,there's nothing special abt tht. so why on earth is everyone excited?!

for 2010,i expect...nothing.

"it's a brand new world."

2010-01-01T02:52:00.002+08:00

hurrah!i love hanabi!this yr's countdwn is fucking lame,although the firewrks were like,8 mins long.i was excited in the first few mins cos the fireworks were kinda pretty,bt aftr 4 mins had passed by..

yawn.

and for goodness sake,idk wht band is tht bt i'm definitely sure tht they suck whn they sing LIVE.

fireworks r evrywhere,bt i dnt feel the excitement at all.who cares whether it's a new yr or nt.

fuck cares.

resolutions r totally out of the question cos they dnt work at all.they're juz a waste of time.

well,i guess tht the only FUN event tht took place today wud be Johnny's countdown(:

cos my dear arashi-chan was the emcee for 2 yrs straight!!there's a lot of "rabu rabu" moments and i love tht(:i pity thm cos they hv to rush frm kouhaku):they're so busy nowadays,evn though their 5x10 anniversary is cuming to an end.

btw,i've been reading sum of my ex-schmates' blogs juz nw.well,i hate it whn they keep droning on abt hw they miss their ex-bfs or hw they yearn for their crushes' love.

INSTEAD OF COMPLAINING,why dnt u juz MAKE THE FIRST MOVE?

pretending like as if everyone's concernd abt their love-it's totally absurd.stupid.

this yr's uchiwas r nice bt too bad i cnt get it cos there's nothing tht i cn do to it.sigh.

"私は決して私の行為を後悔しない."

there's no regrets,trust me.

the stupidity.

2009-12-31T01:04:00.001+08:00

i cnt concentrate whn i was reading strangers on a train cos whnevr it's bruno's scene,questions kept popping out in my freaking mind(e.g. hw did nino look like in tht butai whn he said this line?).
it gets rather disturbing bt fortunately i managd to finish the bk.phew.

i supposed tht reading these kind of bks r much better.i hate it whn the ppl arnd me starts to read the same type of bk juz because someone has made a movie out of the bk.tht's rather absurd.
bt reading a bk just because my idol had acted a play based on the book is also absurd too rite?oh well.

yawn~

2009-12-29T02:41:00.001+08:00

for the past few days,i've been,well,fangirl-ing just like always.
cos i'm bored.
initially,i want to go to clarke quay since tht's my "hotspot" bt chances of me escaping frm home is,well,NIL.
i miss curry rice): and goddamn koichi-sama for serving tht plate of curry rice with smexy looks.gaah.